Secretly-Schizo

Hello my dearest freaks! How are all you beautiful lunatics? I do hope you're all doing splendid. It's been such a fun year. Let us refresh, shall we? In a month I went from 20/20 vision to 20/80 and almost went completely blind. My vision is now 20/40 and getting better little by little! I can see pencil on paper...even if I need to draw quite dark. It makes me so happy to be drawing again. It's strange though, like picking up the pencil for the first time. And rather than wishing my talent was better I'm finally doing something about it. Not classes, I don't have that sort of money. I am doing drawing studies. Have a still life set u

Hello there How would you handle waking up one day and your sight...is diminished? Each day it gets worse. Doctors just keep giving you pain meds for a headache you don't have. Then one doctor let's you know...finally: "you're going blind". A bit over a month ago I woke to blurry vision and not being able to see off to the sides. No one could answer me then an eye doctor had me rushed to a hospital where I was rushed into surgery in hopes of saving my vision. The surgery went well and I am slowly getting my vision back. I have never been so terrified in all my life. It went from a plain appointment to something so serious. The doctor sai

Insanity has come about and weaved into my dreams My world has turned around Nothing truly as it seems. Shadows dance with stars My mind is collapsing. Thoughts like snowflakes in tar. I think of death and life. I think of work and kids My life is hectic. I think of what I want and society forbids. I think of the sweetness on my lips My heart is racing. I shiver when his hands find my hips. My muse is absent and world is blank. My sight is fading. For this lethargy, who do I thank? Insanity Never Looked so Good.